My ‘self-trim’ escalated to a ‘oh man I might’ve actually dropped some weight by hacking all that off…’ today — ❣️⚠️haircut warning⚠️❣️
…damn, that arm is looking thiiiiick… [Nov. 28, 2023]
Quick quick sleeeepy update I recorded the day after secondsgiving while downing the last of my leftovers. Just a free peek and not as involved as I’d planned — I think you’ll be able to tell how much all this feasting has exhausted me. [video: Nov. 27, 2023]
Still planning the ‘post feasting’ try-on! Keep an eye out.
✨💕🧡💛💝Happy Thanksgiving!💝💛🧡💕✨ I thought since we just passed up the year anniversary at the studio I’d do something extra special after my holiday feast. It’s an extra chill, extra laid back fat chat after a marathon level gorging. I’m feeling MASSIVELY grateful to be a full time feedee here and wanted to do a bit extra to express that. I list off what I took down for my ‘meal’, eat a couple candy bars, and do my best to keep breathing steady as I wrestle off my dress. I wrap with giving my belly an oil rub down. Excuse my evident exhaustion 🥴😮💨☺️💝💕✨ It was a fantastic day — and a long one. [Nov. 23, 2023]
Had some requests for bikini stuff and I got to thinking ‘man, I have a LOT of bikinis and NO new bikinis…’ One thing led to another and I decided to make this little look book of how (almost) all my bikinis fit today (I can’t find my plain black one anywhere!) [November 9th, 2023] BONUS: I don’t have time to dig up ‘before’ shots of all of the bikinis, but peek through to see a pretty staggering comparison as a bonus 🥴💕✨ Would you believe two those two pictures are from 2018?
Feels kinda funny to try all these on when all I’m thinking about is sweaters, scarves, and Thanksgiving 🥴🤤✨ YES I’m already counting the days (and have been for a while).
I took the photo displayed on the right just now [Friday night, November 3rd, 2023] but when do you suppose I took the first photo (left)? Any guesses? 🤔☺️😘💝💕✨
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Up on a Friday, stuffed full of takeout and desperately drinking caramel to fill in every little crevice while my belly aches and wishes desperately I had some sense not to make a complete piggy of myself the second I’m getting fed 😮💨💕✨🥴🤭 Happy Friday the 13th — I’m feeling wonderfully lucky. [Oct. 13, 2023]
Whoops! Big apologies to anyone who saw this go up as a two parter — I didn’t think about how the second part featured me escaping the shirt I struggle into in this short featured me escaping via crafting tools technically being used improperly [see how I used language there].
Here’s part one of me putting ON the shirt I couldn’t escape from. The second part will sadly have to be lost to time due to an inappropriate tailoring approach.
But I couldn’t escape it and I still think this is cute and 😮💨💕✨ as a stand alone so check it out! This shirt stands in tatters now — but the tearing will no longer be posted.
Cute, classic ‘can barely get belly into the button-up’ goodness.
Realized it’d been a loooooong time since I had a liquid bloat that wasn’t some insanely caloric chug that had to be metered out. I entirely got my start with just plain tap water ages and ages ago, when I thought surely there wasn’t room in my lifestyle to gain any ‘real’ weight. The thought popped into my head after a stuffing from my favorite burger joint (including multiple shakes, yes, of course) and I just… I dunno! I had to see what I could do. I also made a shocking discovery about my size 3 shorts (I can still get my ass in them—I’m totally a Hollister size 3…! Totally!!). Way low price point per minute on this one because 1) there’s a storm, audio might not be clean 2) lighting is clearly still an issue when I don’t have natural light in the studio and 3) I seriously didn’t plan to shoot this at all so it’s entirely off the cuff 4) IT WENT SO WELL I’m actually a lil tooooo eager to spread it around so 💝💕✨☺️
This is today: me, my 50oz keg, my metal straw, and a lil Gatorade powder goin’ a loooooong way in clothes I outgrew…probably 50+ lbs ago. Enjoy! And thank you very much 🥴💕✨ I have some photo and video orders I’m still finishing, so no fretting! The same things that discounted this video are holding me up on the orders! A guy can only eat and pose so much in one day. The inbox is also open ✨💕🥰💝💕✨ [August 12, 2023]
Rough spell while the whole world is hotter than ever my AC decided to break down (as some of you know). Got it fixed only for it to come down AGAIN. It’s been a whole week of trying to get the landlord to send someone to install the new unit and rigging up little mobile ones that get delivered (and also turn out to be broken). It’s been HOT — and I’d like to thank everyone so much for hanging around while I get the studio sorted. I know there’s no subscription charge anymore, but it means a lot to come back between all the sweating through new layers of fat to see encouragement and company waiting! Thank you so much! I’m all right! The main unit’s still not fixed and there was a couple days of honest-to-goodness dehydration, but now that there’s a working mobile AC in here I can breathe easy and eat hard 🥰💕✨ And, let’s be honest, it’s a great excuse to be lazier than ever. And, maybe it’s just me, but I feel like I’m bringing a little bit of that ‘jock who let themself go’ vibe lately? Gonna blame that on the extra gaming and late-late-late night snacking.
[June 12, 2023] I got a great request for a Q&A video and decided to post the answers right to my page as a little ‘archived milestone’ to check in with everyone who’s interested.
*** Just as a note; this video is MOSTLY a chat answering 7 specific questions—if you’re more interested in physicality (😉) than the more chatty and straightforward ‘progress update’ (🥵🥴) this might not be the video for you. Always more on the way!
I’ve got a carton of ice cream in me already today but honestly after filming this I can feel how desperately I need way, way more.
[photo date: Nov. 17, 2021] I’m busier than I’ve been in *months* today, I think, but I’ll be back at the studio starting THIS Saturday! Just posting real quick because once again my photos app threw up a cute one I’m pretty sure I never posted anywhere. Jeez, I feel like I’m twice the size of this… that can’t be true, can it? ;x
Finishing up May 2023 juuuuust right with a massive pile of late-night French toast. Honestly, I can’t even articulate further than ‘this next few days is going to wreck me, I’m pretty sure’. Seeing my belly *this* overfed is doing something downright filthy to my brain—in the best way 🥴✨💕💝💕✨ Can we keep fattening me up forever, please?
my Photos app was kind enough to remind me that THIS happened a year ago today and I’m just alllll too delighted to look back on how much bigger I am EVERYWHERE in comparison these days. I can handle a lot more chocolate cake too ✨💕💝😮💨💕✨ [May 26, 2022] That was a good look for me though 🥴
May 22, 2023!! Surprise! A little video update to go with the photo update from earlier. Where the photos are from mid-stuffing, this video is post stuffing MID-DESSERT. I think it’s a lot of fun for the compact check-in that it is. A good standing look, some nice burps and belly play; short and sweet just to give a better look at all the hard work that’s been going on behind the scenes! Now excuse me it’s only been about an hour since I took this and I’m *exhausted* and very *very* full, so I’m gonna go horizontal a while 🥴🥵💕✨
May 22nd, 2023! Just snapped these photos while packing away a pizza and, gosh, oh wow! I don’t think I’ve ever thought ‘man, I look fat as fuck’ so hard before ✨💕🥴💕✨
[August 20, 2022] This video is a lot longer than most of the archive releases— I tend to try to keep to little collections or clips that would get a smaller price tag. But!! I think this video is so sweet in its simplicity (I don’t want to spoil The Moment: but just so you know what I’m talking about, in the video I devour my ‘relaxation snack’ of ice cream and then immediately get up for a fresh container—eating right out of it since belly was not yet satisfied 😳💕✨) I do think the film quality and framing could use some work, so I don’t want to sell this for the usual privately distributed price and decided to split the diff and plunk it up as an archive release.
It’s simple, relaxed, and I think gives a real sense of sitting and watching me eat — though I do think the conversational tone lags a little here and there, I think it’s such a pleasant and peaceful vibe. Those of you who love the comforting aspect of feeding a feedee or quiet fat chat will probably really enjoy this ✨💕💝💕✨ I sit, I stand, I jiggle, and I really, really enjoy myself throughout this one.
🤫 excuse the noise, my bath was running when I filmed this, but I thought I’d let everyone know how it’s going….
I also haven’t asked for tips for something directly in a long little while — but as some of you know my birthday is coming up, and it’s a ‘holiday’ of sorts to a lot of people. Tips are extra appreciated right around now because they’ll be available just in time for me to go to the smoke shop to prepare.
Prefer to “get something for something”? That’s fine too!
Though I have customs to film for the next little bit here before I’m caught up — feel free to swing by the inbox and ask for my available video list.
There’s stuff ranging from 2 minutes to 45 minutes — and you can get your video custom clipped to your budget. ($5 a minute for these videos, no charge or stipulations for seeing the list). Some have never been posted anywhere, some are oldies you may’ve missed from the page, and there’s even one “lost” live stream archive from wayyyyyy back.
Thank you everyone for everything ☺️💝💕✨ And I hope your whole April is gorgeous. ~Jackie
[Jan. 9, 2022] This video is from last January and I STILL think about how intensive this mass gainer rotation was. I should really give something like that another go real soon. Boost just doesn’t hit the same as a big massive jug of chuggable gain-shake. It’s a little embarrassing because by the end of this one you can tell I was very obviously struggling and absolutely needed to tap out, but that’s kind of part of its charm.
Again, not a huge talkative one, just to forewarn anyone who’s more interested in that sort of thing.
Fun little screen test I did today 🥰💕✨ So excited to be back to filming. Hoping to get some more ‘shorts’ posted as well! Wearing this today made me realize I’m reeeeeeal behind on a proper ‘wardrobe check in’. This stuff from way back at the beginning is really uh… fitting different 🥴🥵☠️✨ I gotta dig out some ‘before’ pictures as well, this shit is STAGGERING.
ps. 43 inches. I’m pretty sure I don’t need to clarify what circumference that measurement falls around… 🥴💕
[January 8, 2022] Oh man, I can’t even believe I started ‘22 this size. It looks so small now—and it’s barely been over a year!!! Check me out here while I face down a double dose of mass gainer in a wicked ‘right before bed’ chug! Great choice if you want to see a severely taut gut REALLY giving that belly button a stretch ;x
☠️💝💕✨ making some serious PROGRESSS. Gonna need to keep doing extra ice cream stuffings to keep up with my chocolate and caramel cravings. I just love to guzzle that stuff 🥵 [March 24, 2023]
More photos! This batch is from back in October of 2020 and I know this set is a LIIITTLE similar, but I’m outright obsessed with how cute these ones turned out and I just had to share them.
Excuse the icing on my sweatpants, I made a cake and needless to say, I barely feel like I can stand after diving into it. I don’t know if it’s actually visible or if I just feel it so hard I think I can see it, but my bellybutton is *straining*. Ughhf. The real problem is there’s more left and I have no idea if I’m going to manage to get some sleep before belly demands more white velvet cake and ermine frosting. [Feb 18, 2023]
Happy Valentine’s Day — uhhhhh, red is ‘on theme enough’ right? I think I’m just going to spend the rest of the night in this and working through as much of the ice cream in my freezer as I physically possibly can! Decided to go with a familiar shirt for size reference. I’ve been eating a lot more pizza every week 🥵😮💨
Maybe I’ll have to measure and do a lil something sweet for my gut after all that sugar and chocolate. Making myself hungry, talking like this, ughhh.
Chugging Pepsi from a 2 liter, heavy cream from the container, and melted ice cream straight from the carton… couldn’t even button my pants the whole way anymore. Ahhh jeez, I’m a bit obsessed with this series I’ll be honest, such a mindless ‘anything I could grab and desperately trying to make it fit in my gut’ type-stuffing. I wish I had a full cut rather than the clips, but ;x
Just gives me ideas to strive for in the future. Three one-minute clips and one that’s about 40 seconds. The noises and struggling in these ones drive me truly insane in the best ways (may’ve eaten a whole pizza and ordered TWO 2-liters to chase it after revisiting these ones… who am I kidding, I totally did.
[ps. I can’t tell from the posting section, but I may’ve mixed up the order of the two single minute clips that are the ice cream chug (I show the empty container to the cam when it’s done… sorry if I’ve switched them around here)]
;x Just a lil free love so everyone gets a peek at what’s coming out in the next paid post/clip collection. God I love it when I start struggling for air, I really do.